August 18, 2024

Memoir

Throughout life, the pen sees all.


I wish we could heal definitively, but that process was never a straight line.


There is no magic trick.


There is only work. Hard work.


Is it a good sign that I still wish to regain myself? Yes.


Am I allowed to curse that I was lost? Yes.


But I will be found in time.


Rather than considering existence to be some pristine painting, we should start thinking of it as a mosaic of experience.


We can take the remaining fragments of our emotion to create something new:


Ourselves.